Hi hello, as usual my sleeping pattern fucked me so hard!
Few weeks passed & but nothing much to update. I love my job :) tak penat & fun!
Sekejap je da sebulan kerja ihihi
Everyone were nice & hmm apa eh? Ok enough about my job
Last saturday I went for my degree interview & I would say it was easy. Panel didnt ask much bcz they rushing to finish off the interview. Ive waited for like 3-4hours (including registering & writing test) before I got interviewed. It went well, I supposed. For now the only thing I could do is pray for the best as this would be the turning point for my future. I need to score my degree so I dont need to pay my ptptn loans.
Family. Hmm I dont want to talk about it. Theres nothing worth to talk about anyways.
Baby, he's been busy. With his works but we still managed to find time to spend together :) I think at this moment, its time for us to be more mature & open.
Thats it for today. Goodnight ! xx
Your sleepy Girl - E
Thursday, May 8, 2014
Taktahu apa yang da jadi malam ni, dah takboleh tidur.
Sebab apa?
Sebab teringat masa silam :))
Kalau nak kata all my memories back in the days bagus & patut dicontohi, I wouldnt say la. My schoolmates probably know what I mean by this.
But its okay, orang ckp "pengalaman mematangkan kita"
& I couldnt agree more. This is so true. Agaknya if semua benda lepas tu tak jadi, I probably wouldnt be here, writing this ehehehe *gelak kekekek*
#nowplaying - Dealova
Ay ay ay! Pandai betul playlist ni, time nak flashback dia main lagu yang meruntun jiwa macam ni. Elina yang dulu bukanlah sama dengan Elina yg sekarang ni. Ive learnt so much from the old me :)
She taught me alot that million thanks wouldnt be enough to show my gratitude to her :)
I know my past time wasnt something to be proud of but at least, I had the experiences that only I can had. Ive gained friends amd Ive lost friends also. I had a boyfriend & I dont want to mention his name here :) & I would say that losing him probably the only thing I regret back then. He was a nice bae, it just me who doesnt know how to apreciate him. But its okay, he's happy now. & Im happy for him.
So this is an apreciation post to the boy who used to be someone in my life & my heart. Eventhough you probably would nvr get the chance to read this. Ihihi. Thanks for everything, for your time, for all your sweet letters u've wrote to me. For all the love and life-lesson u taught me. Even if its only for while. I am deeply sorry for everything ive done to you, its all my fault that I let someone like you slipped away from my life. But, despite everthing happened to us. I am happy that I let u go, so that another girl who really deserve get the chance to own a nice bae like you. I am truly, grateful. Thank you for everything, Munn :)
Your Girl from the past - E
Monday, April 28, 2014
❤️❤️
Hello!
Its monday & almost a week since I started working at Machines Setia City Mall.
I started my training last wednesday and thursday & officially working at SCM on Friday. Ive been doing noon shift and full shift for 2 days && suprisingly.. I love my job now!!
I really love the fact that this job is not really hard & I learn so many things for these past few days.
All my co- were very nice & willing to teach me ab everything. My manager were very supportive.
Looking forward to this more and more! ❤️❤️
Your Girl - E
Its monday & almost a week since I started working at Machines Setia City Mall.
I started my training last wednesday and thursday & officially working at SCM on Friday. Ive been doing noon shift and full shift for 2 days && suprisingly.. I love my job now!!
I really love the fact that this job is not really hard & I learn so many things for these past few days.
All my co- were very nice & willing to teach me ab everything. My manager were very supportive.
Looking forward to this more and more! ❤️❤️
Your Girl - E
Sunday, April 20, 2014
Be strong
There's no better way to tell this,there's no way to lie to yourself.
The ending is here. Worry not, your heart will mend itself.
Be strong. Allah has better plan for you.
Your Girl - E
Future
Happy sunday evryone :)
Lately, banyak terfikir pasal my future. Stop it right there. Ni bkn future mcm typical hijabista yg asyik cakap future future which referring to bf/suami whatsoever, bukan tu.
Ni pasal my future. Apa yang jadi in 10-20 years later. Bila scroll facebook la yang buat diri ni rasa kecik sangat...... Sebab? Mostly my batchmates masa sekolah rendah semuanya da berjaya. Berjaya in a way macam ; dentist to be, doctor, engineer, architect & etc etc, semuanya meletup2. Tinggal la awak ni sorang-sorang merangkak baru habis diploma. Dalah tu, diploma biasa2 je, its not like I want to put down my own diploma tapi tahla. Bila da tengok macam tu, mula la diri ni motivate diri sendiri suruh cakap...
"Takpe, maybe you're next"
"Its okay, different people different luck"
"Allah ada rancangan utk setiap hambaNya, maybe aku punya belum sampai lagi"
Tapi, macam mana pun, hati ni menipu still kita sendiri faham la macamana rasa bila tengok kejayaan kawan. Its not that Im not happy for them, cemburu pun bukan. Cuma, tahla. Mixed feelings. Happy for them but at the same time sedih utk diri sendiri.
Your girl - E
Lately, banyak terfikir pasal my future. Stop it right there. Ni bkn future mcm typical hijabista yg asyik cakap future future which referring to bf/suami whatsoever, bukan tu.
Ni pasal my future. Apa yang jadi in 10-20 years later. Bila scroll facebook la yang buat diri ni rasa kecik sangat...... Sebab? Mostly my batchmates masa sekolah rendah semuanya da berjaya. Berjaya in a way macam ; dentist to be, doctor, engineer, architect & etc etc, semuanya meletup2. Tinggal la awak ni sorang-sorang merangkak baru habis diploma. Dalah tu, diploma biasa2 je, its not like I want to put down my own diploma tapi tahla. Bila da tengok macam tu, mula la diri ni motivate diri sendiri suruh cakap...
"Takpe, maybe you're next"
"Its okay, different people different luck"
"Allah ada rancangan utk setiap hambaNya, maybe aku punya belum sampai lagi"
Tapi, macam mana pun, hati ni menipu still kita sendiri faham la macamana rasa bila tengok kejayaan kawan. Its not that Im not happy for them, cemburu pun bukan. Cuma, tahla. Mixed feelings. Happy for them but at the same time sedih utk diri sendiri.
Your girl - E
Saturday, April 19, 2014
Tick tock
Hello. I need to sleep. But its too hot & sweaty.
I started my job as sales associate last Monday & suprisingly its only last for 2 freaking days. Why? Call me a brat but working at Uniqlo is INSANE. on Monday I started my shift at 12 noon. Starting w weird Japanese style of greeting (shouting while bow with each other and say stuff I can even understand). The people are nice but the task given to me are wayyyy to much. TIDY PILES OF CLOTH, PILES AFTER PILES. Its kinda crazy, & we cant just simply fold it and put em on the fixtures, instead the garment needs to be neatly in order according to sizing & colors,
Honestly, I really dont mind doing that bcz I understand thats how they do it in retails industry. && I thought my 1st day of job couldnt get any worse when the clock showing 1030pm. Thats when the shop were closed to people. && all the staff need to stay until 1130pm just to tidy the garment fixtures after fixtures. I believed that on that day my legs are just one step away from turning into soggy vegetables!
2nd day - the schedule isnt flexible or human-friendly. I need to started my shift at 8am evendo I finished at 1130pm yesterday. After only 5hours of sleep. I need to be ready at 7am bcz my house to setia city mall took abt 30-45mins. Arrived at Uniqlo at 7.50am looking pale and zombie-like face, again all the workers need to the the shouting and bow to each other. I thought Uniqlo really open at 8am. Then again, the reality doesnt lives up to my expectation! It open at 10, which means 2hours needed just to do all the cleaning and tidy the garments just like we did last night. In my opinion, whats the point of tidy all the stuff at night when you will do it again the next morning. Right? I really dont get their logic. The condition of my body on 2nd day is really bad. Like, really bad. I dont even do my make up except for brows otherwise people will be shocked if I arrive with my pale brows. And moisturizer. Thats all. I dont even bother to wear any lip-balm!! My back is killing me, the legs are swollen, my knees are asking for forgiveness from God(literally), my migraine decided to joined the forces.. I kept telling myself to just be patience for few hours before I can clock out at 7pm. && the time finally arrived when its time for me to get my ass out from that store when suddenly others who supposed to finish their shoft at 7pm didnt move an inch from their station... I quite shy to like casually walking leaving my station empty as nobody did. I asked Rashid who was my leader who very nice and friendly person y isnt nobody leave the station yet and he told me that usually they dont clock out sharply at 7pm bcz they still hve few task to do before they can leave. & im like , awkwardly back to station staring at all those shirts that I need to fold, and tidy and put at the fixtures. My legs couldnt stand anymore pain so I just fold the shirt half hearted and leave my station. And clock out... So thats my last day at uniqlo. Im not proud or regret my decision leaving my job there. It didnt end well and sooner than i expected. But, at least my body doesnt suffer. Thats all matters now. I can get the money anytime but I can only own 1 body for my whole life & i dont planning on ruining it anytime soon. Uniqlo pays quite nice salary to the workers and the benefit like 30% storewide for staff are to die-for but I dont really want a job that will make me regret it later.
EVERY CLOUD HAS ITS SILVER LINING, so does mine. I got a job at Machines and will starts my training this 23rd and officially start working on 1st of May. They offer me good salary and working hours are better than Uniqlo and so I take it.
So, thats pretty much my life so far. Honestly I dont really need the money now, Im just saving for my degree this upcoming September. Ugh cant wait!! Goodnight!
Your Girl - E
I started my job as sales associate last Monday & suprisingly its only last for 2 freaking days. Why? Call me a brat but working at Uniqlo is INSANE. on Monday I started my shift at 12 noon. Starting w weird Japanese style of greeting (shouting while bow with each other and say stuff I can even understand). The people are nice but the task given to me are wayyyy to much. TIDY PILES OF CLOTH, PILES AFTER PILES. Its kinda crazy, & we cant just simply fold it and put em on the fixtures, instead the garment needs to be neatly in order according to sizing & colors,
Honestly, I really dont mind doing that bcz I understand thats how they do it in retails industry. && I thought my 1st day of job couldnt get any worse when the clock showing 1030pm. Thats when the shop were closed to people. && all the staff need to stay until 1130pm just to tidy the garment fixtures after fixtures. I believed that on that day my legs are just one step away from turning into soggy vegetables!
2nd day - the schedule isnt flexible or human-friendly. I need to started my shift at 8am evendo I finished at 1130pm yesterday. After only 5hours of sleep. I need to be ready at 7am bcz my house to setia city mall took abt 30-45mins. Arrived at Uniqlo at 7.50am looking pale and zombie-like face, again all the workers need to the the shouting and bow to each other. I thought Uniqlo really open at 8am. Then again, the reality doesnt lives up to my expectation! It open at 10, which means 2hours needed just to do all the cleaning and tidy the garments just like we did last night. In my opinion, whats the point of tidy all the stuff at night when you will do it again the next morning. Right? I really dont get their logic. The condition of my body on 2nd day is really bad. Like, really bad. I dont even do my make up except for brows otherwise people will be shocked if I arrive with my pale brows. And moisturizer. Thats all. I dont even bother to wear any lip-balm!! My back is killing me, the legs are swollen, my knees are asking for forgiveness from God(literally), my migraine decided to joined the forces.. I kept telling myself to just be patience for few hours before I can clock out at 7pm. && the time finally arrived when its time for me to get my ass out from that store when suddenly others who supposed to finish their shoft at 7pm didnt move an inch from their station... I quite shy to like casually walking leaving my station empty as nobody did. I asked Rashid who was my leader who very nice and friendly person y isnt nobody leave the station yet and he told me that usually they dont clock out sharply at 7pm bcz they still hve few task to do before they can leave. & im like , awkwardly back to station staring at all those shirts that I need to fold, and tidy and put at the fixtures. My legs couldnt stand anymore pain so I just fold the shirt half hearted and leave my station. And clock out... So thats my last day at uniqlo. Im not proud or regret my decision leaving my job there. It didnt end well and sooner than i expected. But, at least my body doesnt suffer. Thats all matters now. I can get the money anytime but I can only own 1 body for my whole life & i dont planning on ruining it anytime soon. Uniqlo pays quite nice salary to the workers and the benefit like 30% storewide for staff are to die-for but I dont really want a job that will make me regret it later.
EVERY CLOUD HAS ITS SILVER LINING, so does mine. I got a job at Machines and will starts my training this 23rd and officially start working on 1st of May. They offer me good salary and working hours are better than Uniqlo and so I take it.
So, thats pretty much my life so far. Honestly I dont really need the money now, Im just saving for my degree this upcoming September. Ugh cant wait!! Goodnight!
Your Girl - E
Tuesday, March 25, 2014
Bad vs Good
Too many things happen in just one freaking day. The bad and the good. Never between them. I just couldnt handle the heat.
Best if I just probably leave the game. That I myself, created.
Your girl - E
Best if I just probably leave the game. That I myself, created.
Your girl - E
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